i know that no one reads this, but i just need to talk about some things.

first of all im pregnant... which wouldnt be so bad except that my ex decided he never wanted to marry me and became a jerk. so i left him. before i found out i was pregnant.

im not unhappy with that decision though. i think its better for my baby to be around love and happiness... even if that means i have to do this alone. i have a great support system with family and friends, but sometimes its still hard.

i hope that my baby realizes someday that i didnt go back to his or her father because i really believe that's the best decision for everyone involved. especially the baby.