Last night... as the wind was shaking my windows and keeping me up... i thought about my life

so much has changed.

i never see the people i used to.

it's like i'm living a completely different life.

sometimes i expect to wake up and everything will be as it used to be. i'll be living in paden city... with my old friends. i'll be taking daily walks by the river just thinking about how amazing God is. i'll have friends in all my classes in school, and i'll be someone who's known for being a good person and someone who's creative. 

my life has completely changed. 

every moment seems like a dream. some weird dream that doesn't seem like reality. 

it isn't a bad dream... my reality now is just so drastically different.... it's hard to believe i'm actually living the life i'm living.