"God's holy word
I will make it a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path
It's word may i hide in my heart... that i might not sin against God"

Take my hands lord; take my feet. Take my words lord; take my life song. Shape me to what you would have me be to glorify your kingdom.

Richard O.o

sometimes it's good to have fun and be crazy, but other times we need to stop and experience the beauty that God has put before us.

how many times can i break till i shatter?

I made one of my very best friends in the whole world very upset, and now i'm all depressed.



You know who u are... I'm really sorry

:(

Chuck is back

do not be fooled by his cute and cuddley apperance. He is my guard squirrel. And he is quite vicious.

Have You Ever

Have you ever looked at me and seen a sparkle in my eye?
Have you ever noticed I laugh much more than I cry?
Have you ever wondered why I smile so much?
Have you ever contemplated my gentle touch?
Have you ever thought about why all of this is true?
I'll tell you why my dear...

It's all because of you

i don't want to be the girl you loved....
and then was forgotten

Pressing down on me

Every now and then i get this sinking feeling in my heart that i don't belong. I have friends here, and i love them. I talk to people in school (more than i thought i would) but i know that i'm a mis-fit.

I may get along ok at school... but i am not one of them. i don't mean to alienate myself, but it's true. People like to tell me that if i try hard enough that i will feel like i belong here. I'm sorry to tell them that they're wrong. Even if i have friends... this is not MY class of 2009.

I don't say this to make any one of my friends here feel bad... like they aren't accepting me enough. Because my friends here are amazing. I just needed to get all of this loneliness that seems to be pressing down on me lately off my chest.

remnants of a broken heart

The patchwork of torn and broken pieces can be more beautiful than the original...
If you find someone to sew to the pieces back together

Lots of people claim to be loyal and loving, but where on earth can you find one?

~ Proverbs 20:6 (the message)

i'm not the best judge of my own character, but i strive to be a loving and loyal person. i wish that in everything i do, God's love can be seen in me.

I've been thinking a lot lately. (it's my curse) i've been thinking about my future, and what God's plan is for my life. and this is what i figured out...

i have no clue what to do.

i don't know what i'm supposed to do with my life, where i'm supposed to go to college.... i wish i could stay in highschool just so i don't have to think about it.

i visited Trevecca... in Nashville Tennessee... and i really liked it. but i just don't know if i could go 8 hours away from my family and friends...

i was thinking and i wrote this:

THE CHOICE

walking in circles
where do i go?
my heart pulls me one way
but my mind says "no"

in the maze of my mind
i'm becoming steadily lost
the only way is to push through
but at what cost?

who will i lose in this fight?
them?
or myself?
i hold onto you in spite of everything else

i'm straining myself to hear
where did you go?
are you speaking to me?
will you help me to know?

all i want is to do your will
but if i can't hear your voice...
i don't know what to do
in making this choice.

Chuck :)

This is Chuck.

He's a model.