I've been thinking a lot lately. (it's my curse) i've been thinking about my future, and what God's plan is for my life. and this is what i figured out...

i have no clue what to do.

i don't know what i'm supposed to do with my life, where i'm supposed to go to college.... i wish i could stay in highschool just so i don't have to think about it.

i visited Trevecca... in Nashville Tennessee... and i really liked it. but i just don't know if i could go 8 hours away from my family and friends...

i was thinking and i wrote this:

THE CHOICE

walking in circles
where do i go?
my heart pulls me one way
but my mind says "no"

in the maze of my mind
i'm becoming steadily lost
the only way is to push through
but at what cost?

who will i lose in this fight?
them?
or myself?
i hold onto you in spite of everything else

i'm straining myself to hear
where did you go?
are you speaking to me?
will you help me to know?

all i want is to do your will
but if i can't hear your voice...
i don't know what to do
in making this choice.