Every now and then i get this sinking feeling in my heart that i don't belong. I have friends here, and i love them. I talk to people in school (more than i thought i would) but i know that i'm a mis-fit.
I may get along ok at school... but i am not one of them. i don't mean to alienate myself, but it's true. People like to tell me that if i try hard enough that i will feel like i belong here. I'm sorry to tell them that they're wrong. Even if i have friends... this is not MY class of 2009.
I don't say this to make any one of my friends here feel bad... like they aren't accepting me enough. Because my friends here are amazing. I just needed to get all of this loneliness that seems to be pressing down on me lately off my chest.
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